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Sunday, December 30, 2007


<< 原谅>>

原谅把你带走的雨天 在突然醒來的黑夜发现
我终于没有 再流泪

原谅被你带走的永远 时钟就快要走到明天
痛会随着时间 好一点

那些日子你会不会舍不得 思念就像关不紧的门
空气里有幸福的灰尘

否则为何闭上眼睛的时候 那么疼谁都別说 
让我一个人 躲一躲
你的承诺 我竟没怀疑过

反反覆覆 要不是当初的溫柔
毕竟是我爱的人 我能够怪你什么

原谅把你带走的雨天 在渐渐模糊的窗前
每个人最后都要 说再见

原谅被你带走的永远 微笑着容易过一天
也许是我已经 老了一点

否则为何闭上眼睛的时候 又全都想起了
谁都別说 让我一个人躲一躲
你的承诺 我竟没怀疑过

反反覆覆 要不是当初深深爱过
我试着恨你 却想起你的笑容

---反反覆覆,要不是当初的溫柔. 毕竟是我爱的人,我能够怪你什么---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 6:51 PM



《是你决定我的伤心》

我曾经以为 那是一次潇洒的邂逅
所以我一直以为 能够轻易说Hello
抱着游戏的心情 考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己 有没有这种能力

我必须承认 不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信 也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情 闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地

是你 决定我的伤心 是你 决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇 我会用感觉拥有所有的你
是你 决定我的伤心 是你 决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇 我不会让 你决定我的伤心

我必须承认 不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信 也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情 闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地

是你 决定我的伤心 是你 决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇 我会用感觉拥有所有的你
是你 决定我的伤心 是你 决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇 我不会让你 决定我的伤心

相信我 不是有意打扰你的心
但我如何知道 竟会是你
决定我的伤心

是你 决定我的伤心 是你 决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇 我会用感觉拥有所有的你
是你 决定我的伤心 是你 决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇 我不会让你 决定我的伤心


---Baobei,是你决定我的伤心---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 5:56 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

*ONLY HEAVEN KNOW*
Had a long chat over the phone with my Baobei last night... Been bickering... Bitching... Making fun of each other... hahaha... I think this is the first time we have chatted so long... HEhehe.. Be glad i wake up early juz to wake you up to work HOR!!~~~ Ahha.. end up i almost late for work todae.. watch Tv until dun wana go work lor... End up still go work lor.. Can go workplace blog mah.. Hahaha...


Take some Time to read this... If realli someone can do exactly as wat it says, the persons life must be realli a best and joyous one... I have highlighted those that i find it realli meaningful... But whether i vcan do it anot, its juz another question. HAhaha... The best sentence i find meaningful among all the above is "无论是烹调还是爱情,都用百分之百的负责态度对待,但是不要期求太多的回报."



人生走错一步就很难在回头了,你们要走路要小心呀!哈哈!!! 走错了会后悔的 


把这封信邮寄给几个你想要祝福的人。有许许多多人,也许你已经淡忘了,如果仍然在你的心里,他们也一样会得到幸运。我不会给你钱,因为我没有。


给你生活的忠告:


多吃些粗粮. 给别人比他们自己期许的更多,并且用心去做熟记你喜欢的诗歌不要轻信你听到的每件事,不要花光你的所有,不要想睡多久就睡多久。


无论何时说“我爱你”,请真心实意。


无论何时说“对不起”,请看着对方的眼睛。


相信一见钟情。


永远不要忽视别人的梦想。


深情热烈地爱,也许你会受伤,但这是使人生完整的唯一方法。


用一种明确的方法解决争议,不要冒犯。


永远不要以貌取人。


慢慢地说,但要迅速地想。


当别人问你不想回答的问题时,笑着说“你为什么想知道?”记住那些敢于承担最大风险的人才能得到最深的爱和最大的成就。


给妈妈打电话。


如果不行,至少在心里想着她。


当别人打喷嚏时,说一声“妈妈保佑”。


如果你失败了,千万不要忘记汲取教训。


记住三个“尊”:尊重你自己;尊重别人;保持尊严,对自己的行为负责。


不要让小小的争端损毁了一段伟大的友谊。


无论何时你发现自己做错了,竭尽所能去弥补。


动作要快!无论什么时候打电话,摘起话筒的时候请微笑,因为对方能感觉到!


找一个你爱聊的人结婚,因为当年龄大了以后,你会发觉喜欢聊天是一个人最大的优点。


找点时间,单独呆会儿。


欣然接收改变,但是不要摒弃你的个人理念。


记住,沉默是金。


多看点书,少看点电视。


过一种高尚而诚实的生活。


当你年老时回想起过去,你就能再一次享受人生。


相信自己,但是别忘了锁门。


家庭的融洽氛围是难能可贵的。


尽你的全力让家平顺和谐。


当你和你亲近的人吵嘴的时候,试着就事论事,不要扯出那些陈芝麻,烂谷子的事。


不要摆脱不了昨天。


多注意言下之意。


和别人分享你的知识,那才是永恒之道!


善待我们的地球。


不要愚弄自然母亲。


忙自己该做的事。


不要相信接吻时从不闭眼的伴侣。


每年至少去一个你从没去过的地方。


如果你赚了很多钱,在活着的时候多行善事。


这是你能得到的最好回报。


记住有时候,不是最好的收获也是一种好运。


深刻理解所有的规则,合理地更新他们。


记住:最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上。回头看看你发誓取得的目标,然后评判你到底有多成功。


无论是烹调还是爱情,都用百分之百的负责态度对待,但是不要期求太多的回报。

---Imagine Me Without You, BAOBEI---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 6:44 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Another Boring day at work.. Usual lah.. CAMWHORING AGAIN!!! hahaha... Damn Sian, go and watch my drama series liao.. Ciao~~~

--- Miss You Baobei!!!---






*Missing You...*

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 9:13 PM

As the old saying, "A picture is worth a thousand words", therefore this time let the picture do the toking lah... Cuz dunno wad too say... Hehehe!

Attended Two christmas dinner this year, One at Elf place and another at wilson place, And they prepared realli gd Food, Appreciate their effort and time for the dinner. Thanks ah. And also hope everyone had enjoyed their christmas over the past few daes...

And lets look forward for the NEW YEAR holiday... Time to make resolution liao, But hor, every time make resolution also neber fufil one lor, dunno make for wad.. HAHahahah!

Last but not leasts, thanks everyone for their Xmas Gift.

Ciao!~~~

---LuV the Perfume BaoBei Got For Me, Although not my Fav Fragrance But i Still like it, Haha, Cuz its from you mah.. MuaCk!---





*Miyavi + Derek*



*Camwhoring At Wilson's Xmas Dinner*



*Camwhoring Again At Wilson's Xmas Dinner*



*My Hard work... A Doll, Ribbon Roses, Stars, Gift Box And A Pair Of Ring, All Handmade Presents For My Beloved Baobei*



*Upclose Of Ribbon Roses, Stars Gift Box And Rings*



*Another Upclose Of Ribbon Roses, Stars Gift Box And Rings*



*Forgot To Take Photos Of The Gift Tat I Gave All My Buddies.. Onli The TAG Photo Avaliable*




*Upclose of the Ribbon Roses*



*Gift Tag That I Had Design And Attach On Baobei's Present*

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 5:35 PM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Quotes of the day.


Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you


True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly


Trouble is part of your life — if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough.


True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.


Love fails, only when we fail to love.



Does any of the quotes strike you in your relationship when you read it?

Did you ever apply it to your relationship?

Are we able to do it?

Time to think through, are we putting in enough for your love one?

If we do, do we expect something back from them or we should juz give and put in unconditionally?


A lot of question that we should ask ourself and reflect upon it.


--- Whatever Happen... I Still Love You Baobei... ---




*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 5:01 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007






Final Fantasy X Music Video, song named Imagine Me Without You by Jaci Velasquez.

This is one of the best music video made for Final Fantasy, the song and the video synced nicely. The song is very smooth, nice and making you wanted to listen to it non-stop.Triggered a lot of my past memories and emotion.

The scenes in the movie also projects the eternal love between Yuna and Tidus which I think it is so wonderful and romantic, but will this kind of romance ever happen in this realistic world.

The song, Imagine Me Without You by Jaci Velasquez is used very perfectly for this music video since most of them is romance scene.

Below are the lyric for the song :

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life you're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you.

--- Never see BAOBEI For A Week Liao ---


*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 10:35 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007



As usual.. HATE WORK, blogging in office.

Damn.. Feel that i m getting uglier and uglier... remove extension liao look veri ugly lor... HOW LIDDAT??? Big face.. Getting fat.. Outbreak.. Urgh!! Seems to lost my fashion sense also liddat... Dunno wat to do...

Dunno wats the stupid cause of all these to me. Aging process??? Lack of sleep??? Unbalance hormone??? Stress & Pressure??? Lack of Confident??? Urghhh!!!
Whats the F**king problem??

If i continue to look more n more ugly... my baobei dun wan me how... Haizz....

Need to attend meeting liao.. Ciao!~~~

--- BAOBEI Bully Me Last Nite... ---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 6:59 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007


*WORK IS FUCK UP... FUCK ALL BOSSES*

Damn Dulan with my director for the past daes... F**K her mother fucking CHEEBYE.. Sure SABO her one of these Daes... CURSE AND SWEAR!!~~~ Arghhhhh...


Remove all my hair extension, look kinda weird as you can see from the photo above and i Got NEW piercing yesterdae by cindy, BAOBEI give permission to pierce also, hehe... Had my nose and lips pierce, Damn Pain lor.. Nose bleed a lot wor, Havent pierce also tearing liao lor becoz of the clamp, clamp until cry, when pierce totally no feeling wor, its pain becoz of the Clamp. But okay lah, look kinda KWEL... Worth the pain and suffering. Hehehe...

---Miss my BAOBEI---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 9:56 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007
Was Drunk on Sat... My poor Baobei had to take care of me lor.. And lucky Jaron sent me back, Or esle i so big size, baobei sure die de... Haha...

Baobei actually need to go Pray Pray with his mum on Sunday morning de... but he choose to take care of me and put his mum aeroplane lor.. HEHEHE... GAN DONG lor... Baobei so sweet.. kekeke.

Baobei and me slept the whole sunday, PIGGY lor. Woke up ard 8 plus watch anime till 10plus then baobei go home liao.. baobei got scold by his mum, KE LIAN.. my fault lah.. hehehe.

Nothing much to say leh lah...

Ciao~~~~


---Luv You Baobei---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 7:27 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007




我們的紀念日

我的心忽然又活了,总在见到你的那一刻,
原来我也有过这样的激动, 只是在习惯自我保护后忘了,
想聊的故事太长了, 反而却都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头,看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着.

这是我们的纪念日,纪念我们开始对自己诚实,
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲,说少了你生活淡的没有味道,
这是美丽的纪念日,纪念我们能重新认识一次,
有些事要流过泪才看得到,不求完美爱的更远要过的更好.

想聊的故事太长了, 反而却都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头,看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着.

这是我们的纪念日,纪念我们开始对自己诚实,
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲,说少了你生活淡的没有味道,
这是美丽的纪念日,纪念我们能重新认识一次,
有些事要流过泪才看得到,不求完美爱的更远要过的更好.

我用寂寞来惩罚我,看着你走过,
要什么当时不说,此刻能由你倾听我,轻轻的转着,
那是从告别以后,让人想听的快乐.

这是我们的纪念日,
纪念我们开始对自己诚实,
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲,
说少了你生活淡的没有味道,

这是美丽的纪念日,
纪念我们能重新认识一次,
有些事要流过泪才看得到,
不求完美爱的更远要过的更好.



范瑋琪






可不可以不勇敢

妳用濃濃的鼻音說一點也沒事,反正又美又痛才是愛的本質,
一個人旅行也許更有意思,和他真正結束才能重新開始。

幾年貼心的日子換分手兩個字,妳卻嚴格只准自己哭一下子,
看著妳努力想微笑的樣子,我的心像大雨將至 那麼潮濕。

我們可不可以不勇敢? 當傷太重心太酸無力承擔,
就算現在女人很流行釋然,好像什麼困境都知道該怎麼辦。

我們可不可以不勇敢? 當愛太累夢太亂沒有答案,
難道不能坦白的放聲哭喊,要從心底拿走一個人 很痛很難。

幾年貼心的日子換分手兩個字,妳卻嚴格只准自己哭一下子,
看著妳努力想微笑的樣子,我的心像大雨將至 那麼潮濕。

我們可不可以不勇敢? 當傷太重心太酸無力承擔,
就算現在女人很流行釋然,好像什麼困境都知道該怎麼辦。

我們可不可以不勇敢? 當愛太累夢太亂沒有答案,
難道不能坦白的放聲哭喊,要從心底拿走一個人 很痛

我們可不可以不勇敢? 當傷太重心太酸無力承擔,
就算現在女人很流行釋然,好像什麼困境都知道該怎麼辦。

我們可不可以不勇敢? 當愛太累夢太亂沒有答案,
難道不能坦白的放聲哭喊,要從心底拿走一個人 很痛很難。不勇敢.



范瑋琪.

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 7:53 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


*Movie with my Baobei, Jaron And Bell... Damn cute lor the show*






*Find that "THEODORE" look like my BAOBEI lor.. CUTE.. HIGH PITCH... & Have BABY FATS... Heheheh....*



Tiring at work todae, run here n there, from shop to shop... Sian lor... Feeling damn sick and having backache... In the midst of it, rush to Suntec city to buy movie ticket, wana get the Sofa seat but can't book beforehand, as have to go down to purchase then can, therefore have to make a trip down to purchase the ticket.


Last station at bugis, then went round looking for present for Jireh as gonna attend his birthdae dinner later wif my BAOBEI.. Feel kinda paiseh to go with them.. But nevermind lah.. pei BAOBEI go lor... hehe.. he happy can liao lah. Actualli todae go dating with my baobei de, but have to attend the birthdae dinner, bo bian lo. Went round and round bugis junction .. Finalli saw a nice necklace cross... So got tat for Jireh... Hope he will like it..

Relaxing alone at TCC, drink coffee. Then Alan came over to look for me and we went to meet Jaron and the rest of the people and proceed to the Steamboat shop to have dinner. Finally saw my Baobei.. hehehe.. Happy to see him.

After dinner... rush to suntec to watch movie, Alvin and the chipmunks. Nice show.. Enjoy my sofa seat wif my Baobei.. hehehe. After tat Jaron sent Alan home, and my Baobei took a cab from Alan place home. Gonna miss u... After that jaron sent me home le..

---Words are not important... My Feelings for you is the main source... Luv you Baobei... Hope you will understand...---









*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 8:37 AM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

*Camwhoring at work again... Can Imagine how free am i at times in the office...*
Almost late for work this morning.. This few daes kinda free in the office, cuz i had planned n proceed with my chinese new year preparation, planned to beforehand liao.. end up nothing to do... Whole morning learn to do something for someone... cannot say wad is it.. hehehe... Do finsh then show you ppl.. haha...
In the noon, everyone went lunch... alone play my psp in the office... cuz i dun like to eat lunch.. keke... ended up not feeling well.. keep on LAU SAI... Sway chee lor.. Lau until stone stone. Didnt realli sms with my Baobei cuz he is busy with his wor. Ended up the whole.. doing that new "something" i learn.. all the way till i finsh work...
Off work le... no strength to take bus home.. took cab instead.. reach home take medicine and sleep till now... Sian.. My Baobei MIA again.. Wats New??? haha.. guess he fell asleep at home again bah.
Nothing much to say liao... Ciao~~~
---Tml gonna be a happy dae i guess... cuz go pak toh wif Baobei... Miss u...---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 4:10 AM

Monday, December 10, 2007


Damn High after Clubbing... 5am.. Making use of the lightstick i
got from St james and did this for my Baobei...



*This is the pic i did with photoshop for my Baobei...
Cute Right!!!*





*Bored to the maximum in the freaking office...
Camwhoring in the Office while thinking of my Baobei... *



_____________________________



It's a EXTREMELY boring and tiring day at work today... due to the fact that i onli slept two hours.. Cuz i went St james till 4 plus in the morning... Drank until damn high...


Rotting in the office whole day, Plus its a rainy weather, no mood n totalli dun have any concentration at doing my work at all... End up playing with photoshop... Kinda lose touch with it for a long time, time to practice and improve
my photoshop...


First pic i use to play with is my Baobei photo... grab the pic from his blog.. hehe... My Baobei look damn cute in this photo lo... the back ground is done by lightsticks that i got from st james the previous nite.. hehe...



Went home after work... trying so hard to figure out this stupid blog thingy...
Killing my brain cells lor... Buay tahan liao... Blog until Pek Chey... hahaha..
Ciao!~~~


--- Miss My BAobei---

*picture of you, picture of me. hung upon the wall, for the world to see.* 1:00 AM

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